domingo, 22 de maio de 2011

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Just figured out that I could blog on the go!

Oh gosh! I feel so retarded! Y didn't I think of looking for an iPhone app way earlier that allows me to blog on the go whenever n wherever I want???!!! I just realized this!

Now I'm blogging through my phone just to test it n my pc is just right in front of me! I know I know, I have neglected this blog for like months! But now with this application that I have, I can blog more often already!!

Stay tune, will come back here very very soon k.. :P

Let me insert my valentine's flower that I got from my the other half.. just wanted to test how is it like to upload photos through here.. Hehe..




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Saturday, December 04, 2010

List of things to do before 2011!

Here is a list of things i must do before 2011 comes... I suddenly feel super busy can?? And its less than a month before 2011 comes!!!

1) Gym every mon, wed and fri --- Me join gym already.. gotta have determination n even stronger will to go thin as Sue Ann's wedding is approaching fast!

2) Finish my 2nd year log book --- This, i think very unlikely to achieve cause its like super long n boring to do.. FML seriously...

3) Shop and buy things to prepare for Sue's Wedding --- I need to find Gold shoes to match with Turquoise colored cheongsam, A cardigan/jacket for at night wedding dinner to match with my Dark Grey silky type tube dress... But im still unsure what color jacket should i match it with.. and what color shoes should i match it with... Suggestions anyone?

4) Shop for Christmas gifts --- Supposedly look for a Christmas exchange present for my High School 10 years reunion coming on 18th Dec... with less than 20 people going... How pathetic.. somehow makes me re-consider to attend it... (Somehow if the organizers reads this, i appreciate what you all do ok.. im just ranting.. this is what i do, i rant in my blog).. I feel right, i dont know whats the point of going there lo... There are some friends n classmates whom i know n i like is organizing it, thats why im going.. Out of my respect to some of the organizers (that put so much effort in organizing it) thats y im going.. or else, i seriously dont bother... its like.. Over the 5 years in my that high school, i dont really talk to other class students.. Takan suddenly at 10 years reunion, we should start talking? That would be weird right? And im very sure its just entertaining talk (eng siu talk)... And i still remember, not many people like me in my high school days cause i have a lot of discipline problems... (u know, when u r in high school, good students will avoid n dislike students with discipline problems) hahahaha... Im still the same i guess.. cause there's still not many people liking me now too.. but not bcos of discipline problem.. I know its mainly because the way i talk, is too blunt and straight forward.. always tend to hurt people's feelings.. but what the hell.. the things i say is a fact.. cannot accept it.. Just dont talk to me la.. or pretend u cannot hear... (If i happen to hear things that i dont like to hear, i just act stupid n pretended that i did not hear; just to avoid arguments and confrontations)

5) Go to KL at least 2 more times --- One is for Sue's wedding... I super feel excited for her wedding cause her wedding is confirm wedding of the year man! And im putting her wedding as my first top priority, cause she has helped me alot in the past.. and the least i could do is help her back whenever she needed my help... Im the type that will always remember that person's good deed to me.. and i will repay back wan.. if u do bad deed to me, i will repay back too... Hehehe...

6) Finish up my 2010 work.. Office work la.. what else.. hopefully all done before Christmas!

7) Update my accounts n financial year of 2010 --- Yes, i do such things.. Just never mention cause i'll always remember to do it.. but this time, this month; seems like i got so many things to do that i need to jot it down in case i forget... (Never knew im this organised leh? hhahaha)

8) Go dye my hair... before the 18th.. (what color should i dye? Red or Ash Blonde?)

9) Manicure and pedicure by 18th...

10) Attend an event on the 10th of December!!! Muahahaha...

All personal grooming has to be done by 18th.. so im good to go for functions and events... Oh... so busy busy busy....

I cant wait for Christmas! I love Christmas!!! Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year everyone!! See you all next year!!!

Love ya!


Wednesday, November 10, 2010

New Blogshop! Nouch Trend Online Boutique!

Hello guys,

Just a quick update here! My friend; more of new found good friend Sandra, just open her new blogshop selling wonderful pretty women clothings! And seriously, the quality that she sells are good stuff; excellent quality stuff.. not like those cheapo pre-order clothes that from the picture looks nice but when the real thing comes looks super turn off man...

Yes, the Online Boutique name is Nouch Trend... Pronounce it like 'Notch'... The meaning is kinda like 'Top Notch Trend'.. TNT will blow you up! *Hahahaha, i kinda just made that up!* *excuse the lameness*

As you all know, i have been addicted to online shopping lately and i have a good friend who just opened a new online boutique.. Confirm i support my friend more wan la..

Just so u know, she personally hand pick those clothings.. She goes to the wholesaler store and pick it out one by one.. So that the quality is of course confirm good... All her items are limited... Which means one specific design probably comes in 2 colors or max 5 colors... Very unlikely to find her stock having the same color and same design.. (of course unless specified)

She buys all stock in hand, so which means she has ready stock at her home.. If you want it, you pay it and then get the item the next day!... No need to wait like those pre-orders for almost a month! Usually i wait until 'no fire' for that clothes adi man... And if you are from Penang itself, u can self collect from her! Save on shipping fees!

Some of you might think the pricing is abittttttt more expensive than others that are selling online.. But u have to remember lo, her's are definitely good quality.. Confirm wont disappoint you! Somemore she personally hand pick wan... So the price is worth the quality..

Her Online Boutique tagline; "We Do Not Sell The Quality That We Do Not Want To Buy! i.e WE DON'T SELL WHAT WE WON'T BUY!"

She has good taste and everybody women out there of course wants to buy good quality affordable clothes.. Therefore, her clothes are all confirm lovable by you all la...

Please support support abit by clicking 'Like' at her Facebook Business Page

And also add her as friend in Facebook Profile Page

Since she has just started, For now she is selling women's clothing.. Later on will venture in selling bags and accessories...

She is a very hard working girl, i must say... She works full time helping her husband's business and then do this as part-time... Before she was married, she sell clothes before already.. but not on the internet, so now, she is trying to venture into this online business even though its so damn competitive.. Thats why she need support from her friends, like me! And i need your support to support her!

For your extra info, she even registered her company legitimately under The Companies Commission of Malaysia (Suruhanjaya Syarikat Malaysia or SSM)... This shows how serious she is in this business and confirm legitimate... Dont have to worry she is a conman la... Hahahahaha...

To show you some of the wonderful quality clothes she sells.. Here... here...

This Dress is only RM28 and comes with the green belt!

This one RM35 only!

This is a chiffon top that comes with the special necklace and its only RM30!

This top comes in 4 colors...Black, Blue, Pink and Red and its RM35

This long dress only RM38.. and you can glam it up with your own accessories..

The rest, im kinda lazy to write more cause its 6am already! OMG SO LATE!!! If you are interested just go to Nouch Trend Facebook Page ok! All complete info are there...






This long dress above is my favorite man! Looks super good for tall busty girls.. You can show your cleavage elegantly through this dress!

Oh, she takes her own photos and edited it herself.. cause she said; so that people can see it clearly on how the quality really looks like... Honest seller, i tell you!

If you wan to see more photos; Click here for their Opening Specials and here for their this week's New Arrivals

Thats all for now... Bye bye.. and yes, i will update about something else more interesting soon ok!

Thursday, September 09, 2010

Wow....

Wow.. i didnt realised that i have abandon and neglected my blog since June!

Fuhh!!

As i am in Penang, nothing much happening can be blog about man... the most i can do is usually talk about my boring mundane life in Penang... which doesnt interest most of u all... except for some few 'people'... Or like some stalkers!

What have i been doing since June till now? Nothing much... As usual, continue gaining weight, got more addicted to online shopping... But as of today, i vow to never buy anymore online clothes unless i go stick figure thin...

Then, spent my birthday with my bf... and only bf.. dont feel like celebrating with anyone else cause i dont have friends anymore... and old women, dont celebrate birthdays man!... Once u pass the 25 years old mark as a women, u dont celebrate birthdays anymore except with your the other half... or if u r a man!

All in all, i gain some new close gal friends since June... and realized a close friend being obviously two faced... And i miss my best friend more even though we no longer click like we used to... Met her again last week after like a month plus didnt see her... felt like i miss her alot.. but hard to find back the old feeling i used to have with her... as usual, when i saw her at the beginning, it feels kinda awkward... then it got better and comfortable in no time...

How do i start to miss her? Accidentally bump into her twice in a span of like 2 weeks? To me, it feels like a sign from God... Its like i should do something to save this friendship... But i dont know how... i really n seriously dont know how.. Its like we dont have much topic and in depth topic to talk about anymore... we only talk about surface stuff u know... So, i was thinking, i should just let time to decide... not meet her for awhile.. n maybe like half a year later or a year maybe, we might forget everything in the past and be close again?

But then God decides to take action n let us bump into each other twice! That seriously must mean something lo! But im a shit ass friend... i just dont know wat to do... Above all that, even though we dont talk as much...even though we dont seem to be like best friends anymore, She will always be my best friend in my heart... She will always be in a special place in my heart... its like she will always be that special someone to me in my heart for a long time... I know i sound gay.. but its true, so shut up...

Wat else am i going to do with my life for the rest of the year? Gonna celebrate my the other half's bday next week... My dieting start today, like seriously adi this time.. and if i dont go stick thin by next year or by the time i get married... i should really kill myself... Im so fat now that im hiding myself from friends that used to see me thin... I dont like to see the 'omg, u r so fat now' shocking look! Better hide myself... until i go thin enough n confident enough to face the world... Imagine la, even my parents also dont wan me to attend family functions cause they say its embarrassing for me n them that im so fat now... And i also dont wan to attend family functions la... U know all those aunties n uncles... same shit questions from chinese family/relatives all the time.. When u getting married la? why so fat? Dont la fat... and they can talk about my fats for like an hour plus n dont realised that im fucking pissed inside (i experienced it during chinese new eyar this year)... And if some of the people whom i know, saw me n say im not fat... I confirm know that person is a fake ass bitch! I will just give a fake smile.. and uhhh walk away...

Oh, and i bravely put on braces!! Like finally!!! Since im already ugly n fat... so i thought why not make myself uglier by putting on braces... Let all the ugliness come at once!! My braces need to be put on for like 2 and half year... need to extract 4 teeth.. But now, my braces is on for my top teeth first... And only with the top braces on, its already so hard for me to eat n chew... and since im no used to having braces, i seriously dont know where to place the braces... I usually just place them in between my lips so that i will feel comfortable (u know, metal keep on banging on the wall of the mouth feels damn uncomfotable ok!)... And i was imagining, if i have both top n bottom braces on, confirm so uncomfortable adi... dunno how to place them in my mouth!

Ok, enough blabbing... Gotta go... i will probably abandon this blog for a few months more... unless i have exciting news to share... which i doubt so...

Tata u stalkers!

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

If only...

If Only............

I could change my past...
I could change the year 2001...
I could change the year 2005, specifically month of February...
I could change the month of October in 2009...
I had went to Australia and never come back to Malaysia...
I could change the stupid decisions i have made...
I could convince my the other half to move to other country... cause i hate my life in Penang... (Penang is generally a nice place for normal people.. but for me, i have nothing in Penang)

And most importantly, If Only I Could Have You... sigh...

Everybody has this saying that We cannot change our past but we could change the future... but what if the decision that we make to change our future will actually ruin our future?

There are many times i wish i could just let go everything im building with my the other half so that i fulfill my dreams of living abroad... but that would be a silly thing to do... cuz i will be all lonely n i know i will feel regretful cause i will lose someone this great... Is it worth it to lose genuine love, possibly of losing that only someone that would ever genuinely love you for who you are for the rest of your life, for something i selfishly love to do with my own life such as becoming a stewardess or living somewhere abroad and etc... and then end up being lonely...

Last but not least, this is the question i ask myself everyday...

Is this the life i want?

I dont even know myself...

All i know is that i have been feeling very sinful n regretful for the stupid decisions i have made in the past... I am never the type to really regret the things n decisions that i have done... but to date, i have deepest regrets on 2 things... And i still feel so bad...

Im so sorry... Just so you know, i love you deeply...

Could have been seeing u next month... sigh...

Coulda woulda shoulda...

Thursday, June 03, 2010

Hennessy Artistry @ QEII 2010

Damn... So cannot believe it that one year has passed...

And its Hennessy Artistry at QEII again in Penang...

Here is the thing... Hennessy Artistry Events are held 5 times a year... 4 times in KL and 1 time in Penang... So basically once a year in Penang only... And i went for Hennessy Artistry in Penang last year

And when i look back at last year's photos, damn... time flies... and many things has happened in this one year... groups that i mix with is also different already...

This time around, i invited my bf's friends to go along so that my bf wont be bored.. he doesnt like clubbing nor partying n noisy places... he prefer peace n quiet life... and as for me, i can actually count the times i go partying... My bf knows i love Hennessy Artistry so much that he only allows me to go to Hennessy Artistry Events... :) The last time i went out for the purpose of partying was Hennessy Artistry at The Opera but ended up didnt really party at all due to some mission i had to accomplish.. Now this time of QEII have to party all out! Hehehehee....

Ok pictures time...


Entrance!


Queue up and got tagged and party!


This is where u can mix ur own Hennessy and be creative!


Crowd of the night!

I came in late as i was waiting for bf to finish work... so i manage to take these photos of the performers...







4 gays of the night...


Groupies!


Girlies!


Me and Jen! Muacks!


U see, no free flow whole night... so we bought 3 bottles of Hennessy cause we couldnt get enough of it! >_<


Best Picture of the night! See... So much different from last year's group!

Monday, May 31, 2010

The hardship of being a parent...

Lately, i have been getting a little taste of how is it like being a parent... and the feeling sucks...

You see, i have a younger brother and a younger sister, which made me the eldest in the family... and being like 8 years and 11 years older than them... they are of course now at their teens and im like old... They have been giving me too much problem that seriously, i dont know how to help them anymore... All my parents know how to do is work... my mum's mind is always occupied with something else... My dad just basically doesnt care much about family matters... and both of my parents, they are the type that as long as there is no big problem like their stuffs got stolen, or house got burn, dont go disturb them...

With my bro n sis in their teenage years, they obviously have created so many drama n nonsense for me to handle them... and being an emotional me, i always go crazy when little stuff ticks me off... and hence, both my brother and sister regard me as the crazy elder sister... In fact, i think they hate me more n curse me more than my mum.. which it feels kinda hurt to be regarded like that.. but i think its worth it to be regarded like that if they turns out alright and i have done watever i could to stop them being rotten in the future...

When i was younger, i used to hate my parents so much till the extend that i actually curse them to die almost every single day for controlling me, taking my freedom away... going crazy on me.. and i was seriously not allowed to go out at all until like after form 5... i always blaming them n hate them for not understanding me... But now as i grew up, i understood why they did all those... if they had not, i would be a rotten piece of slut...

And now, i think my parents regretted being so hard on me that they gave so much freedom to my brother and sister which i think its too much... too much to an extend of like for exmaple, my sister got exam on coming monday, my mum will still allow my sister the go out the saturday before... like wtf...

Like only yesterday, i confronted my brother for doing something ridiculously stupid and i were to tell u all wat the heck is it u all will be like wtf???!!!! serious shit?? OMG!!! And please dont bother asking me.. i wont tell cause its an embarassing matter... too embarassing indeed that i wanna change my surname adi cause no one in the household bother to take any action on my bro.. Anyways, he was denying it... So, fine... to make a long story short, at the end when i was about to just let him go for awhile since he is going to have exam today... he go nasty and crazy on me... which i had to resort to whacking the hell out of him... And i think he dont feel any pain cause he is like 19 years old.. almost a grown man body n strength but with a 13 years old thinking... And yesterday was like the first time ever my bro got a beating from me ever since he was like 5? I was never the type of people who beat somebody up... and i know that cause my phone stealer friend tried to slap me also i didnt fight back... and also whenever my brother n sister did something wrong, i will always try to talk things out or just scold.. but yesterday, i had to beat him up cause he was being violent n disrespectful... And i seriously hate people disrepecting me when i give them my full respect in the first place...

After beating him up, i couldnt sleep... i had my mind on the incident the whole night yesterday until now... Yes, maybe i was being too harsh... but i also believe in respecting your elders... I even made my mum cried because i beat up my bro... sigh, my mum never change... She loves n spoil my bro as ever... and does my bro ever love my mum as much she loves him??? But regardless, she still loves him the most.. and its obvious... But anyways, i apologised to her today and bought her fav ice cream, green tea ice cream... yuck! But i made it clear to her that i apologised for making her cry but i dont apologise for beating up my bro cause he totally deserve it! If anyone of u know the real situation, everyone would agree.. he totally deserved it!

This incident made think the whole day... all the while i have been having very good relationships with my brother and sister... and bcos i had to occasionally take up the parent role when my mum couldnt do it.. they hate me, and this caused my relationship with my siblings turned sour...

Before my brother incident, it was my sister's problem... I couldnt sleep nor relax in peace each time i think of her and her problem... I kept of thinking of a solution on how to solve her nonsense... Which finally, i got a solution and that solution had made my relationship with my sister improved abit... When its starting to improve and when me n my sister are starting to talk again like when she was little up till like 3 years ago... My sister told me something about my brother which i had to take action and become the parent and being hated all over again.. but this time its my brother's turn! Sighh... luckily i dont have much siblings... Damn, have to note to self not to have so many children next time... 2 is more than enough...

I seriously hope that after getting all these curses from them... they hating me n etc... I would like to think that, at least i tried making them into a better person and tried stopping them from doing something that will ruin their future... i hope one day they will understand why i did all those.. why i went crazy on them, why i did this n that... Like how now i finally understood why my parents did all those to me and im seriously thankful for that... It maybe be tough and i was seriously hating them that time.. but now im really thankful that my parents was being hard on me...

See... im already sounding like an aunty... sigh... signs of getting old...

But seriously, its is seriously tough being a parent and also try to be the cool parent type...

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Just figured out that I could blog on the go!

Oh gosh! I feel so retarded! Y didn't I think of looking for an iPhone app way earlier that allows me to blog on the go whenever n wherever I want???!!! I just realized this!

Now I'm blogging through my phone just to test it n my pc is just right in front of me! I know I know, I have neglected this blog for like months! But now with this application that I have, I can blog more often already!!

Stay tune, will come back here very very soon k.. :P

Let me insert my valentine's flower that I got from my the other half.. just wanted to test how is it like to upload photos through here.. Hehe..




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Saturday, December 04, 2010

List of things to do before 2011!

Here is a list of things i must do before 2011 comes... I suddenly feel super busy can?? And its less than a month before 2011 comes!!!

1) Gym every mon, wed and fri --- Me join gym already.. gotta have determination n even stronger will to go thin as Sue Ann's wedding is approaching fast!

2) Finish my 2nd year log book --- This, i think very unlikely to achieve cause its like super long n boring to do.. FML seriously...

3) Shop and buy things to prepare for Sue's Wedding --- I need to find Gold shoes to match with Turquoise colored cheongsam, A cardigan/jacket for at night wedding dinner to match with my Dark Grey silky type tube dress... But im still unsure what color jacket should i match it with.. and what color shoes should i match it with... Suggestions anyone?

4) Shop for Christmas gifts --- Supposedly look for a Christmas exchange present for my High School 10 years reunion coming on 18th Dec... with less than 20 people going... How pathetic.. somehow makes me re-consider to attend it... (Somehow if the organizers reads this, i appreciate what you all do ok.. im just ranting.. this is what i do, i rant in my blog).. I feel right, i dont know whats the point of going there lo... There are some friends n classmates whom i know n i like is organizing it, thats why im going.. Out of my respect to some of the organizers (that put so much effort in organizing it) thats y im going.. or else, i seriously dont bother... its like.. Over the 5 years in my that high school, i dont really talk to other class students.. Takan suddenly at 10 years reunion, we should start talking? That would be weird right? And im very sure its just entertaining talk (eng siu talk)... And i still remember, not many people like me in my high school days cause i have a lot of discipline problems... (u know, when u r in high school, good students will avoid n dislike students with discipline problems) hahahaha... Im still the same i guess.. cause there's still not many people liking me now too.. but not bcos of discipline problem.. I know its mainly because the way i talk, is too blunt and straight forward.. always tend to hurt people's feelings.. but what the hell.. the things i say is a fact.. cannot accept it.. Just dont talk to me la.. or pretend u cannot hear... (If i happen to hear things that i dont like to hear, i just act stupid n pretended that i did not hear; just to avoid arguments and confrontations)

5) Go to KL at least 2 more times --- One is for Sue's wedding... I super feel excited for her wedding cause her wedding is confirm wedding of the year man! And im putting her wedding as my first top priority, cause she has helped me alot in the past.. and the least i could do is help her back whenever she needed my help... Im the type that will always remember that person's good deed to me.. and i will repay back wan.. if u do bad deed to me, i will repay back too... Hehehe...

6) Finish up my 2010 work.. Office work la.. what else.. hopefully all done before Christmas!

7) Update my accounts n financial year of 2010 --- Yes, i do such things.. Just never mention cause i'll always remember to do it.. but this time, this month; seems like i got so many things to do that i need to jot it down in case i forget... (Never knew im this organised leh? hhahaha)

8) Go dye my hair... before the 18th.. (what color should i dye? Red or Ash Blonde?)

9) Manicure and pedicure by 18th...

10) Attend an event on the 10th of December!!! Muahahaha...

All personal grooming has to be done by 18th.. so im good to go for functions and events... Oh... so busy busy busy....

I cant wait for Christmas! I love Christmas!!! Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year everyone!! See you all next year!!!

Love ya!


Wednesday, November 10, 2010

New Blogshop! Nouch Trend Online Boutique!

Hello guys,

Just a quick update here! My friend; more of new found good friend Sandra, just open her new blogshop selling wonderful pretty women clothings! And seriously, the quality that she sells are good stuff; excellent quality stuff.. not like those cheapo pre-order clothes that from the picture looks nice but when the real thing comes looks super turn off man...

Yes, the Online Boutique name is Nouch Trend... Pronounce it like 'Notch'... The meaning is kinda like 'Top Notch Trend'.. TNT will blow you up! *Hahahaha, i kinda just made that up!* *excuse the lameness*

As you all know, i have been addicted to online shopping lately and i have a good friend who just opened a new online boutique.. Confirm i support my friend more wan la..

Just so u know, she personally hand pick those clothings.. She goes to the wholesaler store and pick it out one by one.. So that the quality is of course confirm good... All her items are limited... Which means one specific design probably comes in 2 colors or max 5 colors... Very unlikely to find her stock having the same color and same design.. (of course unless specified)

She buys all stock in hand, so which means she has ready stock at her home.. If you want it, you pay it and then get the item the next day!... No need to wait like those pre-orders for almost a month! Usually i wait until 'no fire' for that clothes adi man... And if you are from Penang itself, u can self collect from her! Save on shipping fees!

Some of you might think the pricing is abittttttt more expensive than others that are selling online.. But u have to remember lo, her's are definitely good quality.. Confirm wont disappoint you! Somemore she personally hand pick wan... So the price is worth the quality..

Her Online Boutique tagline; "We Do Not Sell The Quality That We Do Not Want To Buy! i.e WE DON'T SELL WHAT WE WON'T BUY!"

She has good taste and everybody women out there of course wants to buy good quality affordable clothes.. Therefore, her clothes are all confirm lovable by you all la...

Please support support abit by clicking 'Like' at her Facebook Business Page

And also add her as friend in Facebook Profile Page

Since she has just started, For now she is selling women's clothing.. Later on will venture in selling bags and accessories...

She is a very hard working girl, i must say... She works full time helping her husband's business and then do this as part-time... Before she was married, she sell clothes before already.. but not on the internet, so now, she is trying to venture into this online business even though its so damn competitive.. Thats why she need support from her friends, like me! And i need your support to support her!

For your extra info, she even registered her company legitimately under The Companies Commission of Malaysia (Suruhanjaya Syarikat Malaysia or SSM)... This shows how serious she is in this business and confirm legitimate... Dont have to worry she is a conman la... Hahahahaha...

To show you some of the wonderful quality clothes she sells.. Here... here...

This Dress is only RM28 and comes with the green belt!

This one RM35 only!

This is a chiffon top that comes with the special necklace and its only RM30!

This top comes in 4 colors...Black, Blue, Pink and Red and its RM35

This long dress only RM38.. and you can glam it up with your own accessories..

The rest, im kinda lazy to write more cause its 6am already! OMG SO LATE!!! If you are interested just go to Nouch Trend Facebook Page ok! All complete info are there...






This long dress above is my favorite man! Looks super good for tall busty girls.. You can show your cleavage elegantly through this dress!

Oh, she takes her own photos and edited it herself.. cause she said; so that people can see it clearly on how the quality really looks like... Honest seller, i tell you!

If you wan to see more photos; Click here for their Opening Specials and here for their this week's New Arrivals

Thats all for now... Bye bye.. and yes, i will update about something else more interesting soon ok!

Thursday, September 09, 2010

Wow....

Wow.. i didnt realised that i have abandon and neglected my blog since June!

Fuhh!!

As i am in Penang, nothing much happening can be blog about man... the most i can do is usually talk about my boring mundane life in Penang... which doesnt interest most of u all... except for some few 'people'... Or like some stalkers!

What have i been doing since June till now? Nothing much... As usual, continue gaining weight, got more addicted to online shopping... But as of today, i vow to never buy anymore online clothes unless i go stick figure thin...

Then, spent my birthday with my bf... and only bf.. dont feel like celebrating with anyone else cause i dont have friends anymore... and old women, dont celebrate birthdays man!... Once u pass the 25 years old mark as a women, u dont celebrate birthdays anymore except with your the other half... or if u r a man!

All in all, i gain some new close gal friends since June... and realized a close friend being obviously two faced... And i miss my best friend more even though we no longer click like we used to... Met her again last week after like a month plus didnt see her... felt like i miss her alot.. but hard to find back the old feeling i used to have with her... as usual, when i saw her at the beginning, it feels kinda awkward... then it got better and comfortable in no time...

How do i start to miss her? Accidentally bump into her twice in a span of like 2 weeks? To me, it feels like a sign from God... Its like i should do something to save this friendship... But i dont know how... i really n seriously dont know how.. Its like we dont have much topic and in depth topic to talk about anymore... we only talk about surface stuff u know... So, i was thinking, i should just let time to decide... not meet her for awhile.. n maybe like half a year later or a year maybe, we might forget everything in the past and be close again?

But then God decides to take action n let us bump into each other twice! That seriously must mean something lo! But im a shit ass friend... i just dont know wat to do... Above all that, even though we dont talk as much...even though we dont seem to be like best friends anymore, She will always be my best friend in my heart... She will always be in a special place in my heart... its like she will always be that special someone to me in my heart for a long time... I know i sound gay.. but its true, so shut up...

Wat else am i going to do with my life for the rest of the year? Gonna celebrate my the other half's bday next week... My dieting start today, like seriously adi this time.. and if i dont go stick thin by next year or by the time i get married... i should really kill myself... Im so fat now that im hiding myself from friends that used to see me thin... I dont like to see the 'omg, u r so fat now' shocking look! Better hide myself... until i go thin enough n confident enough to face the world... Imagine la, even my parents also dont wan me to attend family functions cause they say its embarrassing for me n them that im so fat now... And i also dont wan to attend family functions la... U know all those aunties n uncles... same shit questions from chinese family/relatives all the time.. When u getting married la? why so fat? Dont la fat... and they can talk about my fats for like an hour plus n dont realised that im fucking pissed inside (i experienced it during chinese new eyar this year)... And if some of the people whom i know, saw me n say im not fat... I confirm know that person is a fake ass bitch! I will just give a fake smile.. and uhhh walk away...

Oh, and i bravely put on braces!! Like finally!!! Since im already ugly n fat... so i thought why not make myself uglier by putting on braces... Let all the ugliness come at once!! My braces need to be put on for like 2 and half year... need to extract 4 teeth.. But now, my braces is on for my top teeth first... And only with the top braces on, its already so hard for me to eat n chew... and since im no used to having braces, i seriously dont know where to place the braces... I usually just place them in between my lips so that i will feel comfortable (u know, metal keep on banging on the wall of the mouth feels damn uncomfotable ok!)... And i was imagining, if i have both top n bottom braces on, confirm so uncomfortable adi... dunno how to place them in my mouth!

Ok, enough blabbing... Gotta go... i will probably abandon this blog for a few months more... unless i have exciting news to share... which i doubt so...

Tata u stalkers!

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

If only...

If Only............

I could change my past...
I could change the year 2001...
I could change the year 2005, specifically month of February...
I could change the month of October in 2009...
I had went to Australia and never come back to Malaysia...
I could change the stupid decisions i have made...
I could convince my the other half to move to other country... cause i hate my life in Penang... (Penang is generally a nice place for normal people.. but for me, i have nothing in Penang)

And most importantly, If Only I Could Have You... sigh...

Everybody has this saying that We cannot change our past but we could change the future... but what if the decision that we make to change our future will actually ruin our future?

There are many times i wish i could just let go everything im building with my the other half so that i fulfill my dreams of living abroad... but that would be a silly thing to do... cuz i will be all lonely n i know i will feel regretful cause i will lose someone this great... Is it worth it to lose genuine love, possibly of losing that only someone that would ever genuinely love you for who you are for the rest of your life, for something i selfishly love to do with my own life such as becoming a stewardess or living somewhere abroad and etc... and then end up being lonely...

Last but not least, this is the question i ask myself everyday...

Is this the life i want?

I dont even know myself...

All i know is that i have been feeling very sinful n regretful for the stupid decisions i have made in the past... I am never the type to really regret the things n decisions that i have done... but to date, i have deepest regrets on 2 things... And i still feel so bad...

Im so sorry... Just so you know, i love you deeply...

Could have been seeing u next month... sigh...

Coulda woulda shoulda...

Thursday, June 03, 2010

Hennessy Artistry @ QEII 2010

Damn... So cannot believe it that one year has passed...

And its Hennessy Artistry at QEII again in Penang...

Here is the thing... Hennessy Artistry Events are held 5 times a year... 4 times in KL and 1 time in Penang... So basically once a year in Penang only... And i went for Hennessy Artistry in Penang last year

And when i look back at last year's photos, damn... time flies... and many things has happened in this one year... groups that i mix with is also different already...

This time around, i invited my bf's friends to go along so that my bf wont be bored.. he doesnt like clubbing nor partying n noisy places... he prefer peace n quiet life... and as for me, i can actually count the times i go partying... My bf knows i love Hennessy Artistry so much that he only allows me to go to Hennessy Artistry Events... :) The last time i went out for the purpose of partying was Hennessy Artistry at The Opera but ended up didnt really party at all due to some mission i had to accomplish.. Now this time of QEII have to party all out! Hehehehee....

Ok pictures time...


Entrance!


Queue up and got tagged and party!


This is where u can mix ur own Hennessy and be creative!


Crowd of the night!

I came in late as i was waiting for bf to finish work... so i manage to take these photos of the performers...







4 gays of the night...


Groupies!


Girlies!


Me and Jen! Muacks!


U see, no free flow whole night... so we bought 3 bottles of Hennessy cause we couldnt get enough of it! >_<


Best Picture of the night! See... So much different from last year's group!

Monday, May 31, 2010

The hardship of being a parent...

Lately, i have been getting a little taste of how is it like being a parent... and the feeling sucks...

You see, i have a younger brother and a younger sister, which made me the eldest in the family... and being like 8 years and 11 years older than them... they are of course now at their teens and im like old... They have been giving me too much problem that seriously, i dont know how to help them anymore... All my parents know how to do is work... my mum's mind is always occupied with something else... My dad just basically doesnt care much about family matters... and both of my parents, they are the type that as long as there is no big problem like their stuffs got stolen, or house got burn, dont go disturb them...

With my bro n sis in their teenage years, they obviously have created so many drama n nonsense for me to handle them... and being an emotional me, i always go crazy when little stuff ticks me off... and hence, both my brother and sister regard me as the crazy elder sister... In fact, i think they hate me more n curse me more than my mum.. which it feels kinda hurt to be regarded like that.. but i think its worth it to be regarded like that if they turns out alright and i have done watever i could to stop them being rotten in the future...

When i was younger, i used to hate my parents so much till the extend that i actually curse them to die almost every single day for controlling me, taking my freedom away... going crazy on me.. and i was seriously not allowed to go out at all until like after form 5... i always blaming them n hate them for not understanding me... But now as i grew up, i understood why they did all those... if they had not, i would be a rotten piece of slut...

And now, i think my parents regretted being so hard on me that they gave so much freedom to my brother and sister which i think its too much... too much to an extend of like for exmaple, my sister got exam on coming monday, my mum will still allow my sister the go out the saturday before... like wtf...

Like only yesterday, i confronted my brother for doing something ridiculously stupid and i were to tell u all wat the heck is it u all will be like wtf???!!!! serious shit?? OMG!!! And please dont bother asking me.. i wont tell cause its an embarassing matter... too embarassing indeed that i wanna change my surname adi cause no one in the household bother to take any action on my bro.. Anyways, he was denying it... So, fine... to make a long story short, at the end when i was about to just let him go for awhile since he is going to have exam today... he go nasty and crazy on me... which i had to resort to whacking the hell out of him... And i think he dont feel any pain cause he is like 19 years old.. almost a grown man body n strength but with a 13 years old thinking... And yesterday was like the first time ever my bro got a beating from me ever since he was like 5? I was never the type of people who beat somebody up... and i know that cause my phone stealer friend tried to slap me also i didnt fight back... and also whenever my brother n sister did something wrong, i will always try to talk things out or just scold.. but yesterday, i had to beat him up cause he was being violent n disrespectful... And i seriously hate people disrepecting me when i give them my full respect in the first place...

After beating him up, i couldnt sleep... i had my mind on the incident the whole night yesterday until now... Yes, maybe i was being too harsh... but i also believe in respecting your elders... I even made my mum cried because i beat up my bro... sigh, my mum never change... She loves n spoil my bro as ever... and does my bro ever love my mum as much she loves him??? But regardless, she still loves him the most.. and its obvious... But anyways, i apologised to her today and bought her fav ice cream, green tea ice cream... yuck! But i made it clear to her that i apologised for making her cry but i dont apologise for beating up my bro cause he totally deserve it! If anyone of u know the real situation, everyone would agree.. he totally deserved it!

This incident made think the whole day... all the while i have been having very good relationships with my brother and sister... and bcos i had to occasionally take up the parent role when my mum couldnt do it.. they hate me, and this caused my relationship with my siblings turned sour...

Before my brother incident, it was my sister's problem... I couldnt sleep nor relax in peace each time i think of her and her problem... I kept of thinking of a solution on how to solve her nonsense... Which finally, i got a solution and that solution had made my relationship with my sister improved abit... When its starting to improve and when me n my sister are starting to talk again like when she was little up till like 3 years ago... My sister told me something about my brother which i had to take action and become the parent and being hated all over again.. but this time its my brother's turn! Sighh... luckily i dont have much siblings... Damn, have to note to self not to have so many children next time... 2 is more than enough...

I seriously hope that after getting all these curses from them... they hating me n etc... I would like to think that, at least i tried making them into a better person and tried stopping them from doing something that will ruin their future... i hope one day they will understand why i did all those.. why i went crazy on them, why i did this n that... Like how now i finally understood why my parents did all those to me and im seriously thankful for that... It maybe be tough and i was seriously hating them that time.. but now im really thankful that my parents was being hard on me...

See... im already sounding like an aunty... sigh... signs of getting old...

But seriously, its is seriously tough being a parent and also try to be the cool parent type...